To be or not to be?
There are deleted scenes, deleted chapters, deleted people (if only), so why not a deleted poem?
The poem below originally featured in my debut poetry collection, Caged Without Walls. At the last minute I asked the publisher to remove it. For some reason, it just didn't sit right with the other poems, or with me. I never minded it as such, I thought it amusing and not without truth, yet it didn't seem to quite find a home with the rest. Perhaps it didn't matter. You be the judge.
So here it is, complete with the original writing dates, the one here being the July edit.
And Feb 2012
And july 2012
I once knew a girl
Who didn’t know herself
She tried to discover it
In every man she met.
Some women too.
She tried to find it with me.
She had a body that required the administration of a legion of sins
And I’m as lustful as the next man
But I didn’t want to be another
She was as passionate as she was unstable
And I didn’t want to contribute
To the inevitable volcanic eruption
Coming to your Neighbourhood soon.
Yet I played around the fringes
Scarcely, a little, a tad
But the damned guilt kicked in
You evil fucker
And still says
Preventing me from being the provincial labourer of Seeds
I was born to be.
I just want you to know
That I did resist
A little, a tad
Yet with the barest scrap of persistence
She wins me over.
Let’s just say,
I wish I had taken out insurance.
|Atyia03 by akanay at deviantart|
Keen to work towards General…
But I never saw her again.
Even though I’m wondering about her now
I’m glad I wasn’t there
When that Volcano finally erupted.
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